What a girl want

Boring like carzy :) Nothing post *__* *wink wink* Love you deeply :)

Hyper or Happy :S

Guess wat photo shoot today in school for class :) My Class :D teacher did't come and we only got 12 student :) but still have fun with Fareena and Vick :)

what should i say

I really do miss you , I really do miss hangout wiht you and I really do miss talking with you x)
I noe is hurt after i talk a lies =x I was wrong after all , but i tod you will forgive me but wasn't, you walk away and run awaya :') is okie !! but every thing went so good after all this :)

I Love You More Than I Say :)

i still love tho x)

Let's start off on a high note, what last made you smile? My new cartilage piercing What are you listening to? Lets make out by Does it offend you yeah? Have you ever kissed a blue eyed person? Nopey nope Would you rather write a paper or give a speech? Write a paperAre you lying to yourself about something? YesWho did you last say "I love you" to? Tasha Do you know anyone who lives in Colorado? Actually, I do. Why does the person who dislikes you the most feel that way? Prolly because im a bitchAre your lips chapped? No way, the weather is insanely humid where I live.What time did you wake up today? Dam Do you wear your hair up or down more often?I mostly wear it downHow many colors has your hair been? Medium-brownish.Have you ever been raped? Nope Are you heartless? No Ever shared a bed with anyone on your top friends? Im not sure who my top friends are on facebook but on myspace yes Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? I was planning to but ive got a lunch to attend:\ Last night you felt?I felt ,angry.Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them? I cant remember whom i last held hands with Were you single on your last birthday? Yes,no. How do you prefer to wear your hair? Straaaaaaaaaaaight, and i have it all over my face most of the time. When was the last time you saw your mother? An hour agoDoes the person you like, like you back?yes? atleast i think soWhat's something you cannot wait for?the end of the yearAre you pro-life or pro-choice? Why? I'm pro-choice; It's a woman's decision what she does with her own body. Another one of the main reasons I think that abortion should be legal is for rape, incest, etc. Not everyone is ready to be a parent, nor are they capable of going through the emotional ordeals adoption can bring. I don't think you have the right to judge someone for having an abortion unless you've been in a situation where you were considering an abortion.If your sister came home and told you she had sex with 15 boys, you'd say? What a hoe. Are all guys players and cheaters? The ones I've been involved with thus far are. How close are you to a Wal-Mart? Uh, I'm not close at all, haha.Is your hair up or down right now? UPWould you be surprised if your parents had another baby together? HAHA,never gonna happen. Do you still talk to your friends from elementary school? Some,their still my best friends so.Has anyone ever told you that you are truly beautiful?noHonestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?Yes.When was the last time you wore jeans?week agoHave you ever liked someone older then you?I only ever liked elder guys.Have you ever been diagnosed with an illness?ED-NOSAre you easy to make mad?Yes, but I'm also easily forgiving.What were you doing at 4am?TextingWhat color are your eyes?BrownAre you rich?That's impossible to answer without knowing your standards of, "rich."Are you one of those people who are always cold?Not always . Im always cold at randomAre you happy?Genuinely, no; superficially, yes.Can you call your ex without it being awkward?I actually don't know; I suppose that it could go either way.What's one thing you dislike about your family?they never shut up when i need them toHonestly, are things going the way you planned?Honestly,this isnt even a questionIf you are being extremely quiet, what does that mean?It most likely means that I'm upset,or tired. Most of the time upset.Does anyone call you babe or baby?YeaOffline, are you an introvert or an extrovert?If you're first getting to know me, I'm very quiet; however, once I feel comfortable around you, I'm loud.Do you need a girlfriend/boyfriend to be happy?No, I do not believe that you do.What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?Walking in to classWhere do you honestly see yourself in ten years?Well, shit, I'll be twenty-six; that in and of itself is a really scary thought. im not too sure, but hopefully im happy.Whats the biggest thing you want?Right now, cash. In the big picture, I want everything to fall into place.What is the wallpaper on your phone?hong kong city.What is the last thing you drank today?Sweet iced tea

what a freak day

H1N1 is back :) school was normal . Brother sick like hell `.^ next week is photo session, owh well guess i have to talk wid my best frend Fareena :) vickki, hope you will be with us on monday :D take a best picture with us before you leave :") maybe for today is till here x)

Out of school :')

owh well today is thrusday, and i did't go school :) i'm sure Kee Yuan will kill me when i come back to school :) sry Kee Yuan for not to tell you .. is a sudden :) actuaaly , i have full and cough .. gah, stupid sick :'(

Ligthing My Life, Is Not Easy At All

I had a fun day in school, no matter ain't no more Best Frend with me, i could get thru all this, but maybe is time to left and go. Everybody need Inspiration, Everybody needs a sould, A beautiful Melody, when the nigth so long that this life is easy. When my word failling apart, than when i look at you. Maybe i see forgiveness, and i see truth, you hate me for who i am :')

Sry, for not to like you, J. Maybe i 'm not prefect for you, but you could find a better girl than me. Finding a boy/girl frend is not easy. boyfrend can't really trust. what about best frend ? They/maybe Us can betray Them/We back.

Okie, let talk about school stuff, look my new seni teacher is a freaking idoit, 1n a 3 period let us copy note and do latihan, you think our hand those kind of metal.now, i really hate my Penolong Ketua Kelas, act cute and CANTIK !! she think every one like her .. NOT lar, i gonna miss vicki, he is going to Johor, and he invite me to OU :) Love you and Miss you x)

Now, here's bit of advice, be sure that nice really means nice.Then you'll never be losing at dice, Thought you may lose you heart once or twice :D

what ever you like to do now .. i give up till here

oPps !! i was wrong till here . acutally wanted to skip school tmr but i think better not , no matter what happened to my situation UNHAPPY , EMO , UNEASY , PARANOID and ANNOYED , is better i go schoo rather i stuck at home face with my mom and dad .. gah >.<

It's adi in April, my FUNNY , HAPPY , CUTE , NICE and KIND monitor Vikneswaran is going to Johor at May and i am going to miss him , cos he is the one who make me happy always in the class , eventho i'm very hper that day :) learn sign laguage was fun , the girl name cal Josephine too :D but she can't talk poor her :) is okie, let's learn together :) brother study in S.M.K Bandar Utama (1) :) hope find a new frend there :)

Is he the one ? yes :D no x) he was to kind to me :p J, i noe you like me, but i don't like you :) we could be frend :) J, was rite , "you must let peeps go, and let the new peeps in" you are 16 now , grow up :) i always will listen what ever your story today, tmr and the other tmr :)

gonna build up new life, new look , new sikap and new everything that i suppose to renew it :) will update every single thing happened and will update every day :)

I will be wondering what is going to happened but it come true

omgeee !! i did't realize after this happened they HATE me alot untill deep into their HEART .. sister was rite! They look like one of her frend when she was in school that time if i not mistaken is also her own BFF !! told you the true won't BELIEVE , told you the lie also won't BELIEVE ... owh .. i forget, i am "childish" , "copy DOG" , "innocent" and IDOIT/BITCH !! you can say hundred time in your life .. the faith is on you is not at other people hand .. the joke is on you but if you think the joke is with some one else THEN fine .. btw THANK YOU for Calling me a BITCH .. i like it wei .. cos it make ppl HATE me alot .. rite ?!? say YES :D

enough for all this .... i rather study and see my book more than i keep on think of you !!

every moment :p

Every rain drop at my hand, is like crying for you over the sea :)

My moral projek is still undone :) i'm going to continue every thing, gone make new life in school, what ever what people say, you are the world. Dad always, best frend can talk about me from back, infornt they were nice to me, but at the back they like BITCH to me. Dad and mom was rite, no matter what happened to you in school we were support you :D
every time i say, i am a Ma Hai, So Hai, Idoit to myself ..

once upon a time, i really wanted a ... (hold on)
1# a brand new phone
2# lap top
3# iPod
4# new shirt, drees, shoe, pants and bag
5# a new things for make up, handband, earring, and necklace
i really want all this :D badly

After i told ciu that, haven't noe when are we going to Ching Ming rite ?!? so that dad say going to Ching Ming on Monday, mean skip school on Monday :D i go dun go still the same :) after that i find out a experiment thru the internet, i found this page, photobucket :) amazing

every nite i think for you, feel like to slap you :D

some times, it feel like to talk back about you .. wat ever will come back to you ... dad say going to Ching ming but dun noe when ... wait for my aunt to come from singapore :D yes, aunt miss you so much :D acutally now, haven't shower yet, it adi 10.40 in the morning :D but dun worry i brush my teeth adi :D dad birthday is cuming :D what should we buy, Jie or Gor :D

Gor : what do buy for dad present ?!?

Jie : buy a cake lar ?!?

Me : i agree :D but who is going to share money ?!?

Mom : we for share money lor :D

Gor : dun want lar ..

Jie : apa lar you :/

Me : yes yes diagree

i'm so lame btw mom dicide to buy cake for dad :)

back to you, BITCH !! my sister say she got problem lar .. she dun even noe who is the true or who is the fake !! ya true what my sister say .. she is a freaking fucking BITCH :D is rather to be happy with those who really understand you :D

Susan : dump her back dun care :D

Me : yes yes yes :P will dump her one day, let her think her own !!

Susan : that's my girl :D btw who is the bitch ?!?

Me : from jz now i'm talking to you, mean you dun noe who is the bitch :D

Susan : school time tell me, kay :D

Me : yes, hunnie

Susan : thx sweetie

Me : you most welcome :D

talking with my sister what happened in school :D was fun .. telling her who is the bitch was fun too :) it's feel better after tell those peeps, Susan , Janice and my sista :D

BITCH ?!?

Maybe to tell you are the bitch, but i promise my self not to tell any one exc Susan and Jia Wei :) it wasn't them that cool my self down , Susan thank eiu so much that you have advice me , Jia Wei you too :) it been along journey that ihave with you, but you did't seem to realize who is the true and who is the wrong, Freaking Ass Hole BITCH does't now the true ppl that help her on !! okay, rigth noww i freaking piss with her !! In school have to see her, make her freaking her leke the BITCH from no way, now get want you want, and me lelf behind .... you idoit bitch that i ever meet .. i was stupid to let you lie to me .....

Thank eiu to enter my life, thank eiu for kind of your freaking BITCH face !!

save it all your life :D