26 Dec .. not really hapi wid cui :(

i hate you when you were not beside of me !!
so when are you cuming bck to me !!
You are the one who make me proud !!
Should i tell you why you were awsome ??

• you noe my feeling when even i feel ...
• you noe how to make my SMILE back ..
• you noe how to cheer me up when i'm down ..
• you were to nice and awsome to me ..

this is the answer tat you want from me :) hope you understand .. and come back to me !! i do Hate you So much ... * Cross Finger *

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28 Dec ... are you the one that make my Heart and Love back ?

YES !! you are the one :)) you make me strong when i'm small :)) we play together when we are small :)) we do figth together when we are small :)) but .. i Do hate you when we are SMALL :)) cos you make me amile and strong back like a Sunflower :))

When * You Say I Love You * - I Will Say I love You More Than I Say - Happy .. erm .. erm .. not sure :) Guess your Self :)

25 Dec ... Christmas :)

Merry Christmas Peeps .....

Hate this year Christmas Love last year Christmas was awsome :)
Bye Santa, here come New Year !!
Jingle Bell Jingel Bell !! now is 12.00 am is going to 26 Dec ..

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Would you tell me how much you love me !!

Would you tell me how much you like me !!

Would you tell me how much you hate me !!

Would let me cry on your lap !!

Would you be my side when i need you !!

You were just everything to me !!

You were just a pillow to me !!

You were just a statue to me !!

but when the time come and say we are not belong together !!

can you give me a last Hug and Kiss !!

and let me be in your heart when we not together :)

i noe is hard for you to answer , but the way to be must be the way tat has been told :)

hope you understand wat i'm saying !!

i'm sry to let you down !!

give me a chance to see you for the last time :)

23 Dec .. I'm Happy now so let me cry now

Yesterday, i chat wid Susan at msn ..
is were so shock after i heard her story .. it were hurt acutally how could i meet those kind of peeps tat have no feel at all !!

Susan i feel so sry after i hear all your story ... it were BOOM !! how could you do tat ..
well i hope it won't happened to me :(
it quiet fun after talking Susan at msn .. it full of joyfull !!
man ... if i noe you early i could be your best and true frend !!
well seemes you were my true after all :)
Thx Susan, make my smile back again !!

okay .. now the time to die or the time to alive !!
tmr is my a peace day :)
PMR result is out ..

Dera Jesus,
i want to pass my PMR !! i want my dad and frend to proud of me !! it could nothing more than i want .. the oni Christmas present i want for this year is all pass in my PMR (2009)
nxt year is (2010) and it will be a brand new year to me and every one in earth .
i will be 16 year old on the 29 of june 2010 .. the oni thing i pray to you Jesus i want to pass my PMR and bless my dad with full of Jesus Love ..
Jesus, i know you love every Children in the world, even their bad and not that good !! you did't hate any one before !! Jesus, i pray to you every moment where am i .. i pray to you !! even i dun really go church i still have you Jesus .. Jesus you sre my leader lead me to the good way ... grant my sins that i have been thru all this time .. i will change from now on ... i will be a good girl to every one of my family and frend ...
Jesus, you are my Shaper !!
No matter wat happend to you dad ... i will keep up my studys and make your prod ...
Amen.

20,21,22 Dec .. Birthday Peeps

Happy Birthday to My dear

Ng Pei Wen , Wenny

Happy Birthday To My Dear Mummy and Daddy

Cheng Yu Keong

Teh Kai Boon

19 Dec ... TeeHee

First i just want to say .. i'm sorry cos my blog kinda death !!

Is a very big day after all this happened, dad kena accident :'(
Leg broke :( well maybe tat's his Luck !!
Girl, you are strong, dun make your self down !!

well, day's has gone so far !! nothing to hide it anymore, you have to tell your frend that wat you feel now ...

Let me cry on your lap ,
Let me sleep on your lap ,
Let me see the sky with my eyes on your lap ,
Let me tell you the true wat actually who i am ,
Let me tell you the true wat acutally you are to me .

but you were nothing to me after we have been thru !!
you were just a wall infornt of my face !!
you were nothing when i tell you how i feel now !!

nothing fair of , nothing to scat of , nothing to hide of .
you were acutally awsome !!
but when you keep things behind me !! i feel i'm left out ..
peeps, i tod you are the one that i thrust but acutally you are not at all !!
i'm sry to say, you are acutally Jealous of me !!
you want to make every one hate me !!
go ahead and to all this. i will be alrite !!
even every one hate me, just want to tell you than i'm going to okay !!

The way i am is my self nothing much about me !!
The way i move is totally different than other peeps move !!
The way i smile is totally not the same as you guys !!
The way i talk to you is not the same at all !!

go ahead hate me, go ahead tell every one that you hate me !! i will be allrite !!
the oni thing i could ever say i never HATE you before even you were Jealous and Bad to me.

Josephine ♥

just for the remind of my heart :)

17 Dec ... (~.^)

well, it remind me of my Long Hair !!
i cut my hair short :)
well will up load the icture when i got take some picture of it .


Will up load for Cindy :))

17 Dec ..... :))

Great ... PMR result is totally out ...
is in the 24th of December 2009 ....
am i going to die or alive ?

Jesus,
you are my hero, you are my leader ...
you were be side of me when i need you ...
help me on this, even not so good result ...
but i dun want an E back ...

God, make me an instrument of your peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light;
Where there is sadness, joy;

O, divine Master,
grant that I may not so much seekto
be consoled as to console,
to be understood as to understand,
to be loved as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive,
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

Amen.

Dear Jesus,
this is my prayer for you,
i noe i been bad for this 15 year ...
i was not a good girl that Jesus think ...
i was not enough to make people proud of me ...
i was not good to meke people Happy ...
the only things i noe about myself is ..
like to make people angry and *piss* off ..
i noe i talk all the wrong English that Parents never teach me before ...
the only i noe is always tell Lie ...
Jesus, grant that i be a good girl for now on ...
the only things i want in my life is .. a great result at my PMR ...

Our Father in the heaven,
Holy be your name,
Your kingdom come your will be done,
on earth and in heaven,
give us today our daily bread
forgive those who sins againt us,
bring to the test
and deliever us from evil .

Jesus, Forgive my sins that i have done ..
in Jesus name we prayer

Amem.

16 Dec .... wat should i do

Hate me !!
Love me !!
Like me !!
Scold me !!
Slap me !!
Punch me !!
Kick me !!
or wat ??

what should i do ? if you do this stuff to me ?
tell me the reason ?

why why why why
why why why
why why
why
?
??
???
????

if you hate me no prob :) just want you too noe .. i never hate you before never jealous you before ...i just need to noe the true :)) i begging u .. pls tell me the true

X.

14 Dec .. BYKJ

Happy Birthday !!

Bryan Yong Ken Joo

Hope you have a awsome day and a great day :))

X.

2 Dec ... a day with no one

why is my life like this always ?
in the office all my own ..
sister in school having SPM

GO SISTER GO YOU CAN DO IT :)

well sister in school .. mom dad in work ...brother go out ...

me at home .... i want to go out >:'(

well my sister say wanna go out on the christmas eve
i dun think can .. guys you noe lah my dad ...
well on th 28 .. frends ask me whether can go out ..
i dun think so ..
is taking result ... result bad .. kena scold from dad lar .....

Jesus , help me in my PMR result .. dun wanna fail >:'( pls help :( just wanna get a better result .... wanna go to the better class .. pls pls pls .. Jesus :)

mom did't cook any thing for me .. well i think i have to do all by my self .. GOSH .. people .... my bro came back and buy some thing for me then he play wid the laptop and went out again wat ......tut .. why every one in this house dun care aout me ... wat's wrong wid all this people .... always alone .. Josephine ... you have to noe that your mom and dad need to work .. your sister need to sit for SPM .. your brother is also working .. just stay at home be a good girl :) now is one in the afternoon .. haven't grab any thing for lunch yet .. gonna cook my self ... learn .. to cook .. muahahahahaha ....

i'm going to eat my lunch now .. will update my blog when i'm free ...

X.

30 Nov ......... TeeHee

well today's is my dam freaking boring day ever

well my uncle ask me to help him to do 3 bandle file

that have 2026 pages ........... O.o

wat the #@#@#@

well i put this picture at my facebook ....

well they all tod i was naked .. but i not lar .....

my sister took it for me ....

lolx ....

well wat acutally i'm lookin at ....

is my SISTER :)

today is my sister photo shoot day

is ME !!

TaaDaa

erm .... O.o

a girl that wanna eat her sister up ...

hehehe ^^

a sot girl missing her boy :)

PS : dun ever dare you comment

PS: sister i love you so much .. that have took my picture of me .. i like it

X.

27 Nov 09 ... DeniseKSS

to days is Denise kuay
well to day her 15 year old day ....

TaaDaa

she is the awsome one that ..... i love so much ....

well she help in evey things .. school stuff

well she always say .. keep your faith in you ....

before PMR and after PMR

she always say ... just relax you can do it ....

I MISS YOU HER BADLY ....

Happy Birthday ,

My Dear Leng Lui

Denise Kuay Shian Shee

X.

22 Nov 09 ....... TiffannyCMK

..... Happy Birthday .....

(: TIFFANNY CHEAH MUN KAR :)

Well as i noe today is your 15 year old day ...

a day pass by so fast , a year pass by so fast ,

a mint pass by so fast , a hour pass by so fast ,

you have jz change too be an adult:)

hehehehe :)

this is the birthday girl ....

AKA TIFFANNY CHEAH MUN KAR

sweet 15 :)

well , we are best frend since form one till now ...
ya i noe we figth alot ...but some times we have to remember we are not an enemy we best frend :)

we always together .. gua :)

hehehe .. yup

eat together

study together

do everything together

sry this year no present for you ..... dun worry nxt year sure got :)

a song for you ...

coming for you BY jojo

listen it ah :)

a cake for you too :)

LOVE YA , BABE

Happy Birthday

TIFFANNY CHEAH MUN KAR

X.

21 Nov 09 ...... KristenCC

AKA .. today is some one birthday is must

Kristen

yeah .. it been two year *if i'm not mistaken* we are frend ..

we sleep over each other house , we do cooking together when she came to my house :)

his brother is Zachary ... quite cute and awsome brother :) well child dish tooo

Let's see the birthday girl .. on the spot ...

3.

hold on is she a singer ?

2.

maybe .. hahaha .. check it out then :)

1.

TAA DAA !!

this is Kristen ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

KRISTEN CLAIREE CHEE


this is a group of singer

me and kristen noe each other thru Opearfast Choir

when even we enjoy for two year .. we still best frend :)

I LOVE YOU BABE .....
btw sry ya .. can't sleep over your pleace yesterday ...

was busy ....

never ... next time will come and visit you and family

and sleep over your plaece :)

say hi too

Aunty Cynthia , Uncle Geoffery and Zachary :)

Hello.....

AKA .... someone birthday is coming too ...

we still have six hour more people ...

ready to bowl her phone ... and com .... :)

Taa Daa .....

TIFFANY CHEAH MUN KAR :)

WILL UPDATE BLOG TMR FOR MUN KAR :)

LOVE YOU

X.

BiKaBoo :)

hey :) i'm still here :) eating maggie , chating, playin FB , listening to youtube and chating wid frend :)
well acutally i'm listening JoJo song ..
- Keep Forget ( to forget about you )
- Coming For You
- How To Touch A Girl
- I Can Take You There
- Not that kinda Girl
i love it :)

okay .. now i miss my frend very the badly :(
exp the five awsome frend
and i always alone :(
here and here and here
tick tock tick tock

i took this picture just oni :) and i just edit it :)
this will be Me, JinYih and KitYee

and this will be MunKar , PeiWen and Angela

should my life like this always :(
? why can i have freedom and pick wat i like ?
i have wings but i can fly cos i been lock up with string .. :(

haha .. now chating wid TenSon and my Bi :)
okay i just make a new frend in MSN .. intro by TenSon .... MCB
her name is Seline :)

am i all that

Am i that suck thru my frend ...
Am i that so good in hurting ppl ...
Am i that small let ppl buli ...
Am i that stupid thru my frend cos they wanna take my money...
Am i that DUMB so that no one thrust me ...

Yea, some ppl say i'm awsome O.o
Yea, some ppl say i'm suck =.=
Yea, some ppl sai i'm friendlly

but does not mean i'm all that you guys HATE me ??

the thing i wanna in my life is YOU ...
ONLY YOU

even i make any mistake, you forgive me ... but now it has change every thing ... you are diffrent than last time ...
even we figth we still back together :)

Star Has Five Ends,
Square Has Four Ends,
Triangle Has Three Ends,
Heart Has Two Ends,
Life Has One Ends,

and our friends relationship is a
Circle with No Ends

okie, back to you

maybe is hard for you to trust me,
maybe ia hard for you to love me,
maybe is hard for you to believe me,

but only thing i wanna you too know
I LOVE YOU more than i say :)

I love YOU guys :)

a YES is a YES

I'll never forget the first day we met and i'll never forget the day we figth ... and neve orget thday you left me .... all alone .... no one to care, no one to believe in and i'll never forget the day we were frend back together :)



some one who turn to when our spirits need a lift
some one we tresure for our frendship is a gift
some one who fill our lives with beauty, joy and grece
make the whole world we live in a better and happier place





a frendship in a string with a knot



look even the cat and bird can be BEST FRIEND too :) so sweet




some times you don't believe which frend to trust ... but if you find really true frend, a spirit line connection will never break.. even how far you go and how long you were lost a frend always there waiting for you :)

A FREND THAT I LOVE SO MUCH AND ALWAYS BE MY SIDE



You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you

Operfast choir in 2005 :) memories that i never forget :)
MrKam i love you :)

a best frend since small :)

we were best frend since 13 year old till the day has end :) but now you fortten who is the one who was helping you this few year !! for all this year we had a lot of fight, but we were back together :) but sumtimes it hurts a lot when you just leave us like tat :( when the times end, you came to us and say '' sorry'' !!






sometimes in life, you find a special frend.
some one who changes your life just by a new part of it.
some one who makes you laugh untill you can't stop.
some one who makes you believe tat there is some one really good in the world
some one who convincer you tat there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it

This Is Forever Frendship :)

I MISS MY BEST FREND :)

2 day, i was very regrat :(

i should go to 1U today, but 2day i'm not feeling well :( KitYee, JinYih and Angela call me so many times :( KitYee call me 8 times, JinYih call me 7 times and Angela 2 times ... wow 17 times .. :( sry... did't pick your phone :( hope you all did't angry .. apa lagi KitYee... her mom helps us booke pleace for us, now i never go ....... KitYee i'm really sry ........ i hope one day we go out again ... i really wanna go out with you all cos is goin to holidays adi, and i really wanna take a last picture with you all, before it sch ends :( why it so fast to be end, why not slow a bit? KitYee, JinYih and Angela i'm really sry ...... Hopefully not angry with me :(

well, never go 1U, bloging the hole day, try to make me cool down :) chating wid Nic and shahira on FB ... chating on my post o.O .. Chia Seng also chat wid me .... lol...... well, nothing happend to day, jz JinYih dun wanna reply me :'( maybe she angry wid me :(

I LOVE YOU guys :) <3>

a sch picture of frend :)

frend that i ever ahd in my life :)
JinYIh
SiewLing
KitYee
YuKeong
TanJen
KaiBoon
Bryan
KeeYuan
Christopher
Jonathan

a few days never go sch ^o^

it been so long i never go sch ....thrusday,fridat and monday...cos form 3 paiting their own class room ... haha ... cool... for two days... and guess wat 3 melati oni two ppl come to sch .. is the indians...sad :( Pn Ng surelly very kecewa ....hahah ... well wat to do there jz oni paint wat .. not like taking prize^^ monday leh ... dun noe?? hahah ... so tuesday we went to sch cos KitYee miss us ... owh ... so sweet .... so me, JinYih and angela go sch ^^ ....
Perhimpunan siting on the floor waiting for teacher to tell her tat we came ...lol...our class oni 6 girls other dun oe fly where ... so little girls ... ^o^ ... wow .. Pn Ng cut her hair short O.o..... men i LOVE it ...<3...8_8 .... hahaha .. well we went to 3 DAHLIa.. we play poker card, well even so lame, we sil havin fun there ... there gt more game to let us play :) ....Reset time... we go eat, me,Gela,Yih aet "jin-jong-fan" hehe^^ Yee eat Spaghetti ... after tat we went back to class and continue pur poker card, we play untill 12.00 pm:) we went leng long, we walk here and there.. well JinYih wanna see here Jin famliy:) she cut her hair ...woot ...woot :) i love it :)helen were shock when Jin call me MaHai ... cos ... Jin say she saw JinHoe very the GAY ... like brayn ...... eww ... yer .... after we chat wid, ChingSien, JiaWei, SuChern, HaoYing, KaiJun and Joaane :)

^o^ saw ame

today went to cheras ..... haha ..... cos gorgor wanna give her grilfrend ring:) so we went to cheras, we reach there around 12.30 p.m ......... so we went to her sch ...... s.m.k cheras perdana O.o lol ............ their sch totally diffrent than our sch ........... but one thing their sch can leave long frincs ...... jz now in ame sch saw alot of lala mui there ... =.='' dam lala .......haha frist time saw ame ..... tell you the true lar ... ame quiet fat :) hehe ........ can not say she pretty but okay oni :) my bro gave her ring o.O sweet ...... hopefully ame like it :p ..... poor thing she kena cougth by penolong disiplin :) hopefully she's okay :p ...... her house fucking big O.o .... ooppss sry say bad words :)

Frend in sch

Little time with frend in sch cos quite bored at home :(